i whispered your name last night into dark freezing pillows and sighed when nothing 

was returned but breezes that blew me tight to sleep , my arms are getting so tired 

of hugging memories and falling peices to the floor.there i am on hands and knees 

picking up smiles and your make-up's not a mask anymore. i love you today just like 

the days before to hear your voice in dreams inside of me. i slip beneath the sky 

again to catch a glimpse of you preparing for me more memories, was it always this 

fucking peaceful even when you cried? i whispered your name last night into dark 

freezing pillows and sighed when nothing was returned but breezes.i would love to 

think that our worlds together had no hands of time but we're running thin on the 

time we spend watching eachother try. i wanted this to last so long like ancient 

tombs that put to sleep all the boys who had hopes just like mine. i want you to know 

this day that i whispered your name into a pillow that just sat there and didnt move.