Smallwood, a joiner, takes carpenter out for a meal 

As soon as we dock see the captain to get a better deal 

My darkness in mind is concealed 

I'm in here alone and unreal 

But not anymore 

Not anymore 


Up above and outside we looked towards the stern of the ship

Weighed up the anchor and then I decided to slip 

Land well in middle and row 

I'm tired of deceiving my soul 

But not anymore 

Not anymore


Won't be at this station too long 

Took too many journeys alone 

But not anymore 

Not anymore


I leap the boat clear without paying my bills, I just left here

Precious sight in my eyes as I take the last dive, I shed no tears

I'm taking a guess 

This life is a mess 

But not anymore 

Not anymore