[Words: John Brenner]



Some have said they wished they were me

But what could I ever offer

You might say I just want attention

Only I know it isn't true



You ask why I'm so sad all the time

It's because I walk the road alone

The only One who waits for me

Waits on the other side



I can't change the way things are

Don't you think that I have tried

I can't pretend everything's all right

That would only be living a lie



How long must this go on?

I'm just Waiting for the End

For the end of my death



The truth is I'm not good enough

For someone who deserves much better

I hope that in God's eyes

I can live up to my expectations