I try to understand
hates me everyone
Satan's got a gun
I'm skinned by my own thoughts
raped by every god
left with everything
feeling so lonely

I feel so alone
I'm haunted every time
I fucking close my eyes
I feel the evil force
eat at my rotten corpse
I break down in dismay
crumble and decay
worst of this monstrosity
is that this is fucking reality

Wake me up or I'll lose my mind
this nightmare's draining me inside
terrified to close my eyes
this nightmare makes me wanna die

When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?

I wake in boiling sweat
dream will I forget
actions I do regret
erase then smear with shit
I flee from nothing there
possessed by if I care
attempt to run away
manage to burn and pray
I fall in endless pit
and loving every bit
further that I go
escape this hell I know
smashed down on ten foot spikes
shoved deeper with her might
I bleed cold in despair
yet she doesn't fucking care

Wake me up or I'll lose my mind
this nightmare's draining me inside
terrified to close my eyes
this nightmare makes me wanna die

When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake