Can't you see that I've been crying

I'm so alive and so alone

I feel like dying



One of these days I must remember to stop destroying myself



It's so quiet

I lay upon this frozen shore

Deep inside

Mighty demons will crawl and scream like horses



You tell me to forget about it when I think about it all the

time

I throw myself into the wine red ocean

Cleanse myself of these maggots and worms



I got hurt

No-one cares except my Mother

I got burned

No-one cares except my Lover 



Wrapped in gold and talking pretty lies

Preachers line the road so stiff with prode

While leeches of some god unshown

Prey on the Chosen Ones in violent homes



Do I have to beg for forgiveness?