apocalypse at my fingertips, 

i can't distinguish what is real. 

push the plunger in the warm rush begins. 

i'm noddin' off at the wheel. 

things haven't been the same since you said good-bye. 

i've been doing things i thought i swore i'd never do, 

just to stay alive. 

if i had blinked, i would have never of met you. 

could have lived my life content. 

but now here i am fucked up again, 

life can be silent torment. 

i knew you'd never stay, right from the start. 

that's what i get for diving in head first. 

my life feels like it's falling apart. 

i'm a loser, i'm a failure, i'm a fuck up to the core. 

i've been falling down so much, 

don't bother getting up anymore. 

i can't explain the emptiness that i feel, 

as i drive into oblivion, i'm noddin' off at the wheel