HOLY WAR

My mind's battlefield for a holy war 
War between evil and good 
The winner will take control of me 
The mind, the body and my beauty 
I walk straight on to my desert where 
I can built my own false heaven 
There's no escape from the belief 
That everything here must exist, 
Even if I can't find out truth under the facade 
I've got so much love to give 
Is this the reason why I am here and now? 
What I am feeling inside it holds me tight in ways 
I've never known before 
Have others taste the same tears I have cried, 
This need in me will not subside 
It frightens me to think my life will be 
Without a sense, without meaning 
Who preach us the all moralities 
Of life and God and everything?