You laugh at me because you think I'm happy
And I laugh at you because I know I'm not
I like to swim in my little pools of sickness
While I wish you all were swimming in your green pools 
of snot

If you could just give me just one moment
So I could wipe this smile off my face
I'd take you to the back, so the kids won't know where 
we're at
And I'd kick you in the chest and slowly break your 
fucking face

Well it does so much for me
It brings me a lot of pain
It does so much for me
I'm not happy any more..
Happy any more.. (x4)

Pain, to recall upon an age of sexual torture
They take and they force you
Scarred you wait, scared you hate
For the ones that raped you
And the pain to be staring
At the faces that remind you
Of the faces that would laugh
As they pulled your pants down,
They too were laughing at you,
They too are pointing at you,
They're all still fucking with you, fool.

Gather 'round let me tell you a secret
Cuz the blood that you see here is not fake
It's from all the assholes in the back who have cut me 
in the past
Don't worry I'm catching up I'm just a little late!

It does so much for me
It brings me a lot of pain
It does so much for me
You're in my world now..
My world! You're in my world now.. (x4)