I've had it with this life of crap

there's no one who I can trust

I'm not happy with this life of crap

it's gonna be a total bust

There's no purpose to this life of crap

I'll wind up dead in the end

You can't help me through this life of crap

I don't need a single friend

Late at night when I'm not sleeping

eyes wide open waiting for that girl

the one who used to be such a part of me

even now I still need to defend

that she's not one of them

you'll find numbers in this life of crap

but I know your not the one

to get caught up in my life of crap

I bet your conscience must weigh a ton

late at night I get this feeling

can't think straight

cause I just don't feel safe

I can't articulate

I'm cracking from the weight

and still I'd gladly give it all

just to hold hands in the mall

who ever told you that things would be great

who ever told you that things would work out

well whoever told you they told you a lie

I used to think it could

I used to think it would

but that was when I had you

and now I don't

and everything that I've got left is just a bunch of crap

I got no use for other people

they all suck I don't want anyone else

This senseless waste of life is worthless without you

and your heart

and I don't know what to do without you

to tell me that one day

things will be ok

cause they won't

and I don't know if I wanna do it without you

I can't make it through this life of crap

cause I don't have a reason to