Not looking for conversation
Everybody knows how hard it is to express themselves
I only need to know why my way is always wrong

Abandoning me

I'm just f$&king my own hand for relaxation
And expressing self-affliction
My abilities maintain my animosity
I hate you because you didn't even try
What I fight myself for eventually finds its way home

Abandoning me

I should give up on finding anyone
I used to search for brief connections
The whole world is coming down

Abandoning me