Dare to embrace this wrongful healing

I've tried to change cause life has it's ways

Bent with I'm bent with this feeling thoughts start to

drain me bury the reasons why

Restless my mind seems so restless torn from the strain

confused and deranged

Sick with I'm sick from this pleading reflection's weight

with great frustration



Trapped inside myself

Caught again, ,never ending

Please take this all away



Countless attempts to push forward

Hell lives within me death seems to haunt me

Fear of losing this handle

I'll always hate this I'll never shake this cursed