white laced promises keep suspicion from crawling, their 
blatant disillusion teases my mind.
its raining shamelessly but its not helping the time slow 
the decision reels.
why is it so hard its the pain that stops me, the empathy 
burns down that side.
how could i ask you to understand. how could i ask you to 
understand. how odd you stand.
so it just keeps chewing and will continue to do so until 
the rains stops.