Not looking Back in anger
With my fistfull of fear for this day
It only could get better
Forgot the joy of living in a haze
It wasn’t me dear mother
Being like a prayer in your thoughts
And as i turned into this man
I must have killed a million hearts

The growing fear of getting
Bigger than your own tiny ego
The growing fear of getting
Deeper into the harnass of psychose
I’ve been a heartless wonderer
Every day I dispised the sun
And I’ve been cheating on you
Tasting bitterness I’ve overcome

I can see I’m myself sliding away
I can feel my body going out numb
I can feel myself sliding away
I can feel myself,
my body, going out numb

and I had to change my mind because
it’s gone
and I’m better of without it
Left the muddy waters, done

One step asside to give and take,this 
love 
I’ve let it go to sleep
It didn’t kill me made me stronger
Made me know where I was weak
It wasn’t you dear mother
Being like a prayer in my thoughts
Tasting bitterness I’ve overcome

(c) Peter Evrard