At first I tried to speculate

But then I asked myself why

I say please don't resuscitate

If living feels like I died



Lying still, but still awake

All my thoughts head your way

That afternoon felt like I was crashing through

The mist and haze

The moment came to late



I made a joke, you had a laugh

Funny but it made me sad

I want to know, if it ever leaves

This aching pain

The moment came too late