For all the broken things i've done 

All the trying to make it numb 

Now my doors are bolted shut, and my windows are boarded up 

I don't want anyone to hear, but still my words won't stop 



I'm sorry it took so long 

I'm sorry I'm not so strong 

Every thought brings so much pain 

I miss everything 



This is not a suicide poem 

This is not a note 

This is not a song and it will never come out how I intend it to 

This is a eulogy for hope, a goodbye for self esteem 

A funeral for anything that was once inside of me 



I'm sorry there's nothing left to give 

I'm sorry I can't just stay out of the way 

When every thought reminds me of how it used to be 

I miss everything 

I miss everything 

I miss everything too much