Brain dead dumb fuck everything is fucked up 

No good introvert, dirty little pervert 

I'll never be what I need to be 



Swinging in the air with my feet off the ground 

Bobbing in the sea while my limbs are bound 

I'll be the moth in your flame, I'll burn up as you fade away 

Exhaust fumes, hosepipes, sleeping in for all time 

Big bang, expand, painting all the walls red 

I'm looking up as the sky is falling away 

All my organs fail one by one 

Ah fuck it, I don't need them now 

Overdose on thoughts of taking it all away 

Cut down, bleed dry, they'll think I'm crazy 

Lie down, pass by, everything is easy 

No-one can care if no-one will know 

But you'll know 



Collapsing like a lung - these words inside of me 

I need to choke them up and spit them out 

I'm trying and dying it's eating away at me 

I need to just shut down 



I don't know what I need, I don't know what to think 

Should I suffer anymore, die, or find a shrink? 

I just can't believe you can counsell it away 

Like I can't believe they won't forget me 

Sitting in a dark room singing words of hate 

I'm smiling all the times I'm wishing for death 

I'm so confused and I don't know what to say 

I'm draining the ocean with a plastic cup 

Cleaning a bath with an old toothbrush 

Starting fires with mud - I won't get very far 

Distracting, caring, obsessing, nothing 

Draining, purifying, plasticating brainwaves 

Clear it up or hide it behind the door and resign myself to life 



Collapsing like a lung - these words inside of me 

I need to choke them up and spit them out 

I'm trying and dying it's eating away at me 

I need to just shut down 



Shut me up and shut me down 

Read my thoughts and let me die now 

Choke it up 

Choke it up 



Collapsing like a lung - these words inside of me 

I need to choke them up and spit them out 

I'm trying and dying it's eating away at me 

I need to just shut down 

Choke it up 

Choke it up