I kill the rhyme again, I`m comin` sick and on time again
Words manifest from deep inside where people hide
Within it, chemical unbalanced on the triple beam
Fuck what you heard, it`s about what I ssen
I seen it happen, back hand brand to face smackin`
Definite disorder, now his mindset is blackened
The doctor say he`s got the brain of a murderer
This rugged style steals your brian like a burglar
My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass
It`s not receding my body going numb
A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high
He don`t know what he`s doing
He just keeps getting by
Go away, I want to be thrown away
Born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick
He couldn`t handle shit
For the life he was leading, led him down the path
Where the guns blast, don`t give a shit about the god`s wrath
Don`t tell `em whats`s proper
The situation unclear like gray
And I know it gets worse everyday 
I am a mess, I`ve made a huge mess
I can`t control myself, I`m losing it
I`ve split all my marbles
Cause I see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away
A hyper spaz, and that is the way
Sometimes I want to be thrown away