I woke up and I feel like shit
I dont remember last night
I'm getting sick of this
I hit the bottle when I got off stage
I got piss drunk stupid and I went in a rage! I think I mighta got in a fight
because my knuckles are bloody and I don't feel alright
I hit the bottom and I don't even care
you say I'm going to hell but I am already there! sick'n tired of bein' sick'n tired
I wanna be free from this ball and chain
be free from this life of pain
I wanna be free from you
now I'm full of guilt and shame
I can't point a finger because there's no one to blame
so I say I never do it again
but when the sun goes down you are my only friend
I think that I am starting to see
I have become everything I never wanted to be
I'm really getting sick of myself
'cause when I look into the mirror I see somebody else