There is a voice calling for me 
There is a light coming down on me 
There is a doubt that is clearing 
There is a day that is dawning 
There is a wound that is healing 
There is a season waiting for me 
There is a road that is turning 
There is a fire still burning 
A sickness in me 
Constant pace towards the end 
The need is stronger 
This time the need is deeper 
There is a peace I am searching 
There is a freedom I'm depending on 
There is a pain that's never ending 
There is a rain falling only on me 
There is a dream I am living 
There is a life I am dreaming of 
There is a death I'm awaiting 
There is a home I am deserting 
I hold my breath and wait 
only moments remain 
movement for departed hope 
effect for absent friend 
sever the faith from my body 
leave me begging for more 
take what I have and deliver me 
into everlasting sleep 
soothing trance 
colours fade 
and disappear 
ethereal light 
showing me what i can do without 
in a motionless scense 
there is only me 
I take what I can 
controlling you to get ahead 
fading away 
and leaving 
long for sleep 
closer now 
lead the way into death 
every wretched dream 
I have left behind 
every waking hour 
I lie in wait 
sucked inside by will 
gone into the flood 
all my questions unfurled 
as I was put to the test 
once I'm below there's no turning back 
plunging into the deepest void 
departed shell left drained behind 
pacing roads unknown 
searching for a new home 
desert in my eye 
barren lands inside