sometimes I unwind

look back to the passing of time

sometimes I feel

those days become unreal

our lives are fashioned by things that come from outside

control so indirect we don't even realize

someday my instincts will be things I can trust

someday too much conditioning could make me self destruct

someday I'll fall back on values I've created in time

someday I'll have the chance to take back what's mine

sometimes I say

it's just gonna be that way

sometimes I hear

my own words come out unclear