Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself 

Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself 

Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself 

Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself 



There's someone calling my name 

But there's nothing to respond 

I lost so much in our collapse 

Man, my little hope is gone 



The voice said don't worry friend 

The darkness is just a suggestion 

Oh don't worry kid 

This darkeness is just a suggestion 

Oh don't worry Kevin 



I'm allergic to the world when we're separated 

There's nothing in my heart that's worth the beating 

Feeling like a styrofoam prop 

Ennui is eating 

I'm sure we talk and talk 

But nothing worth repeating 

I feel defeated 



Now I'm O.D.ing on your cocksucker blues 

You make me uptight 

When you just don't work right 

You painted my prison now something's wrong 

And I never ever wanted to write this song 



I'm killing myself but it's not suicide 

I'm killing myself 

I'm killing myself but it's not suicide 

I'm killing myself 

And my friends will never know 

Because I've never been 

Because I've never been honest with anyone 



Always pulling faces from the unreposessing places of the universal mind 

I'm crippled by the world when we're divided 

There's nothing in my heart that's worth the clicking 

Feeling like a Pamplona bull that's finished kicking 



Although we try to break the loop 

It's always stuck repeating 

I feel defeated 



Now I'm O.D.ing on your cocksucker blues 

You make me uptight 

When you just don't work right 

You painted my prison now something's wrong 

And I never ever wanted to write this song 

I always thought things would change somehow 

And we would start getting along 

But it's hopeless 

And i never ever wanted to write this song 

I always thought things would change somehow 

And we would start getting along 

But it's hopeless



                          Thanks to pamson@hotmail.com for these lyrics