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waking up screaming by nightmares that haunts me

darkness surrounds me and fills up my soul

people say i'm dumb

but i just feel numb

'cause the madness that fills me

just can't let me be



searching the power to resist

cutting wounds in my wrist

pain in my flesh sets me free

from the pain that isn't me

pain in

pain out



cutting myself

in rage of my mind

misery and blame

is exceeding the pain

yes I feel the pain

but it´s a pain that I can recognize



feeling life



abhorent strife



a single drop of blood

is pouring from a vein

a wish that it will take

away from me this pain

´cause no one understands

this pain in my soul



God´s grace is all you need