In earlier days my life was full of winter
In earlier days my life was filled with love
Then a day the ember left my heart
And darkness, darkness, darkness became a part
Embittered, embittered by all those losses
Pain and suffering cold darkness
Broken will broken strength
Awaiting, awaiting for the soon end 

My life seems like winter
Alone in the dark and frozen night
With clouds troubling my senses
Struggling in a hopeless fight 

And all those memories of the lonley past
Surrounding me and making me afraid
Torment me everyday and night
Only emptiness and screaming in my mind
No restrain not willing to fight
Stealing my dreams, stealing my pride
Torment, torment every day and night 
Fear, fear and anger rules my life 

Now the ending the ending of my life 
Released from fear caused by preparing to die
Get the peace no longer to hide
No longer to wait cause I am ready to die