Chemical



It's hard to percieve
my mind is at ease
it's hard to believe
I don't feel a thing

Am I wrong to feel
such bliss that ain't real
can I keep it from
taking over me

Fell into this moment
now the chemical is taking the
inside right out of me
I found a mountain of pureless energy
I keep telling myself it's not reality

Now I'm seeing, now I'm seeing
that the world around me is changing
once it was a break that I could keep
I tried to walk away but I can't

What? What's inside my brain?
what's breaking me down?
what's inside this raging chemical?

Now it's time for me
to rest with ease
now it's time
to allow my mind relief

But I can't stop
this feeling that I need
can I keep it from
taking over me

Forget all the regrets
as I indulge myself with every breath
of this moment
knowing I can taste the beauty of life again
without a chemical flowing through my head

now I'm feeling, now I'm feeling
that the world around me's now changing
once it was a break that I could keep
I tried to walk away but I can't

What? What's inside my brain?
what's breaking me down?
what's inside this raging chemical?

I feel it
I see it
I need it...so bring it to me!!!

Never again, never again
will I feel the same, feel the same
about me
can I begin, can I begin to start
this whole life over?

Never again, never again
will I walk the same, walk the same
around here
can I forget, can I forget that which
lives within me?

Never again, never again
will I breathe the same,
breathe the same air in
I want to live, I want to live
but they say never! never!

What? What's inside my brain?
what's breaking me down?
what's inside this raging chemical?

What? What's inside my soul?
what's breaking me down?
what's inside this raging chemical?

i feel it
i see it
i need it