When a flat line is the only thing I understand but can't control

I realized the importance of saying I loved you, because I do....

This is more than just goodbye

Its not my place to understand, why things turn out like they do

The same way I cant help how much i'll miss you, because I do....

Though torn apart, still in my heart. Did you notice who was there to see you off? Your family who cared for you and loved you oh so much. I'll keep our memories, as well as the promises I made . Please look past my tears the same way you saw past all my faults, though you're... I'll know i'll see you again... Until then... Not a second sooner not a second more, at 10:40 you walked through that door, but not alone... you were never alone Things will be so different. This cant be real this cant be happening, its not hard to see, I wasnt ready, when you closed your eyes who knew the change it would bring, but ill have peace when I see you again. Things will be different. The beatiful light you were, lovingly blinded us all, but things will be fdifferent.......Something more than just Goodbye....