My Suicide Dream
My Suicide Dream - Psychodynamic Silence lyrics
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My sanity's in question because of my wandering mind It sinks deeper and deeper as it passes with time And though I try and hold on, my grasp is unreal And as it passes me by I guess my fait is sealed That's why I; lost my faith that I never even had I had to dig deep inside, but it didn't seem to add My expectations of life were unbalanced at best That's why I braced for the worst and laid my assumptions to rest Neurosis to Psychosis Biopsychosocial defaults on me Psychodynamic sees that were all manic Corporate Americas diagnosed insane Neurosis to Psychosis Biopsychosocial defaults on me Psychodynamic sees that were all manic Society is diagnosed insane And all these things crack as there bleeding inside I step back into the darkness, but there's nowhere to hide I am lost, I am cold, and all I'm hearing is lies And if everything is gone, then there's nothing left to disguise It is all trapped in this moment so indefinitely But I don't know if I can re-evaluate it's meaning to me But then again it is true that everything must remain And no matter what you do it all stays the same I see how the, world goes round as I just stand by Time crawls steadily on and I don't even try As the light signals the end of this trivial maze An emotionless hand reaches out to turn the page A flick of the pen and it all starts again And no matter what goes on I can't get through to them And if a flick of the pen is all it takes to start Then I'm appalled to find it doesn't all fall apart