My Suicide Dream
My Suicide Dream - In These Walls I Hide lyrics
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There's walls all around me and there closing in A suffocating mental vision that's just paper thin The belief is the cell, all it takes to trap me And dispite where I search, so eluding is the key I stand alone, hurting inside Because of all these trivial thoughts that are invading my mind And I can't let out this rage that has overcome me I turn back to what was real and still I can't see In the reflection is dealt a little taste of reality But though I try I just can't see that side of me The mirror is cracked; lieing broken on the floor Can no longer reflect it's truth to me anymore I try and rebuild, but the shards rip my skin Just can't handle the truth that lies deep within And someday I'll wake to a reflection once again But untill then it's time for my wounds to mend I wish that I could just sleep forever Never knew what it's like to have it all together Stitch up; my emptyness with a thread of revenge And then let me know there's nothing left to avenge I am so sick of this twisted outlook on reality And though I try to defie this side of me I fail and get right up, I can't let it be Even though there are things I know I will never see I know this isn't me Or what I was meant to be I know this isn't me But still I cannot see I know this isn't me, but I'm still Trapped inside these walls