They swarm around my mind
These rumours tell a thousand lies
With my own eyes I stand and watch
As my Saviour dies

My memory stands to serve
To show a life so undeserved, undeserved
A passion so unreserved

And it?s so silent now
As the lights go out
But I can hear the sound
Of these seeds of doubt
And they call me by that name
Even though I?m not the same

It took a lot to make me change
But if everything could be arranged
I could fall back into place
Without a single fall from grace

And traitor was my name
And parts of it I still maintain
The same blood runs through my veins
The same weaknesses remain

My memory is weak
For it was only just this week
I saw a dead man walk, a blind man see,
I saw the mute begin to speak

And I?m scared of who I could become
I cry ?Father, let your will be done?
And the skies they pierced the darkness
With truth brighter than the sun

And it?s so silent
When the lights go out
But I can hear the sound
Of these seeds of doubt
And they call me by that name
Even though I?m not the same