Now in hand
A choice ahead
Buried in sand
Once blessed, now dead

Wake from my dream
So it may seem still I regret
And I make sure it is

All is gone (to the hate hunting me)
Still lost, somehow

To understand 
I must understand
I dig with both hands
Through a promise I kept

Deeper I love, more I awake
And all that I took
Was not mine to take

All is gone (to the hate hunting me)
Still lost, somehow
I know it (to the tears blinding me)
Still lost, somehow

To understand 
To understand 

All is gone (to the hate hunting me)
Still lost, somehow
I I know it (I love you) (to the tears blinding me)
Still lost, somehow

To understand 
To understand