i will let down friends& i we will let down family
just to please you,
i can hear..... all the promises made.
but it doesn't take long before,
i get in your way,
have you out-grown us,
or did you just forget to say:
you've changed.... am i still the same?
by only remembering:
we'll ever forget,
still lost in the moment > when we first met.
for no ryme or reason,
your world's turned upside down.
no faith nor illusion > can turn this one back round...
i pull through the photographs, and look beyond the 
smiles,
inch my way through your diary
& hope to find some lies,
some thread; some way to explain:
your working late again.
enjoy all the parties,
cos they wont last that long,
enjoy the so-called friends as they drag themselves 
along...
you get on with yours
& i¹ll get on with mine....