I've been unfair
I have cheated you all of my life
Now I'm left here without a prayer
Every thought every word is a lie

I'm so sorry I know I've failed
I can't live with myself anymore
I am desperate, I won't avail on my own

Oh father heal your son, for I am overwhelmed
Relieve your son
I'm crying out

Mark my words
Write them down I've said them before
I am begging... it sounds the same
Nevermind, I can never return

Will I die in this room alone?
Will I vanish behind my door?
I won't fight, I won't fight anymore tonight

Oh father, come back
For I am overwhelmed
Relieve your son
I'm crying out...

For you are so loved
And you are...

I don't want to show the disease and
I don't wanna die with this lowly feeling
I don't want to show my disease and
I don't wanna die with this lowly feeling