As I reach out my hands to the sky
 It's in this moment that I've come to realise I've played my part
 For all of those who said it could never be done
 This is for you
 Tormented by my every undying devotion for you

 I have destroyed myself
 This time it was all or nothing
 I struck the match and turned away
 Torch the fields and pray for rain

 I have entered the eye of your storm
 A pause in affliction
 But I'll never feel so alive as I do when your world falls apart
 I want nothing more than to be given a chance to start again

 If I could find the cure I'd cleanse myself of all I know
 Cut the cord, bring the plague
 Start again
 I'd give anything to return to the nothing, from which I came
 Ash to ash, dust to dust
 Start again

 I'd give anything to return to nothing

 If not forgiven, will this all be forgotten?
 As this guilt will outlive us both
 Dear God, what have I let myself become?