All these best friends that I've lost over time
Split souls turning out never to be mine
They laugh at my faces when they hear my name
When I tried to show my real face they went before I came

I never knew a man could feel this small
A whole world around me but nobody at all
I've learned my lessons that life can be hard
Every stab to my soul still throws me of guard

And I know this ain't not the ending
Of a world I have yet to start comprehendig
And I know this ain't not the end
Of a life I'm just not meant to fit in

I'll go on hoping I'll be the man
That stayed right here as the other ran
I don't feel worthy or ready to receive 
Another set of legs just dying to leave

And I hope someday I'll find a light
That shows me my thoughts back then were somehow right
And I'll get to carry the smile
I've had in my pocket for more than quite a while

And I now this ain't not the ending
Of a life I have yet to start comprehending
And I know this ain't not the end
Of A world I won't ever fit in

Show me where you are
Show me if you're far
Tell me if you want me to
Show how much I still miss you


Sometimes I'm starting to think
This ship is starting to sink
And we haven't even sailed away