another crystal grin

to make up for the dark skies

put on my best dress so the mess

won't touch my little insides

did you think i'd still be greener

than the weed inside your glass pipe?

greener than the vomit on your shirt



dreaming of a lady strangling a flower

a pretend park with pretend children

in your pretend sight

my love was waiting open armed and close hearted

still out there with his setting sun



-and if i could just

fall too soon

i still wouldn't get there quick enough

waiting,waiting...

there still wouldn't be no one waiting around

but i'll get myself there anyhow-



i cup the silence

so your whisper can be seen

just me and kim marie

were braiding eyes and thoughts and memories

can't put my finger on the way you taste

or what's your face

or... what was that you told me with a sigh?



-chorus-

why put that dream in your scream?

why tell me to fuck off?

put the past in the sugar bowl

make it all a little creamier...



if i could just...

fall too soon...