When the ice sings her lullaby

when seeds are spread

blue sky is inside

only once I sensed the spring



Living memories

like yesterday

in sunshine they belong

not in frozen minds

(not in frozen minds

should they exist)



I can't hide

surroundings of darkest light

the claws of the past

appear in every shadow

emptiness

in my veins, in my heart, in the air!

I sacrificed all

could I bare it again?

belief in faith was near,

but then there were flames and I feared

again



The failed procedure

rests in me

peace

I won't find

before I see you smiling again

I won't sleep

before I see you smiling



The notes of your story

are written in me

peace



I won't find

before I hear the tunes again

I won't sleep

before I hear your melody