How can such intense love just turn to a hello

Confusion is twisting my mind

Emptiness is filling me

So alone is how I feel

Losing the grip on reality

The pills don't help at all

I want to feel reality

GOD is so real



Suicide is raping my brain

From this I must restrain

I don't want this pain

It's sending me insane



I've felt God's love before

I need it and want it again

The answers not in a needle

And mary jane is not my friend

I drink up

I fall down

Jesus I need your help

And I need it now



False fulfilment is so wrong

My soul feels so dry

Christ, I reach out my hands for you

Dear God, please save me from myself



I no longer wish to die

God has shown me a purpose in life

To help and show others the light

And to be a servant of CHRIST