O Lord, the time is now to kill the silence of prayers, 
to scream at the face of all this vow of obedience. 
Give my will the strength to march toward Thee in 
nudity, submission and holiness. Lead me to the gates 
of the worlds below, O divine light from the North, to 
the secrets of the 11 Kings of Edom, where no light 
dwells but the black one that strives against creation. 
Let me descend, O Lord, and cross Thine Abyss and stand 
at Thy Left at the edge of divinity. Adonaï, the time 
is now that Thy Divine Ways are sought and walked to 
leave behind the house of mundane futility to seek Thy 
Breath beyond the gates of night and receive The 
blessing of darkness by Thy Grace, by Thy Very Holy 
Grace!
Adonaï, hear this soul that sings Thy Glory. These 
knees are made for kneeling and that is just what they 
do, so grant Thy Favours to this son of Thine. Adonaï, 
in the times of glorification, put Thy Fire in my 
throat, put Thy Fire in my throat! Fill it up of Thee 
so that I can sing Thy Perfection. Put Thy Thom in my 
heart so that I can die, and by Thy Grace, and Thy 
Grace only shall I be reborn, by Thy Grace, by Thy Very 
Holy Grace!
Adonaï, my one and only god! For too long have I put 
quietude in my prayers, for too long have I delayed the 
decisive moment when the pact is sealed and there is no 
turning back. And in Thy Very Holy Name, by Thy Very 
Holy Grace, shall I descend into death and bathe in Thy 
Divine Darkness that shall open my eyes to Thy Very 
Holy Truth, never to return, never! May this be my 
prayer for today, and forever more.
Adonaï, uphold my soul so that I do not fail; grant me 
the strength to withstand Thy Glance, and deny me not 
as I march toward Thy Victory. Do not spare me, 
manifest in all Thy Glory, and by Thy Grace sanctify 
me!
And in the end, Adonaï, I know all these words are 
Thine. What a long road to Thy Domain so far from life. 
May the pilgrimage begin, beyond the borders of this 
world, beyond all safety and sanity, beyond laughs and 
eulogies, to where I shall find Thee at the edge of 
transcendence, by Thy grace, by Thy Very Holy Grace!