I'm so tired 

But you probably don't even 

Know what I mean

I'm full of contradictions 

And hypocrisies

I'm so tired 

I don't even know which side of 

The fighting I'm on

And if I wanted no part of it

You'd say I was doing something wrong



Today was just like yesterday 

And the day before

I've been taking myself 

So goddamn seriously 

And I can't recall what for

I can t feel the sunshine anymore



I'm so tired 

Of bitching to myself 

And wrapping up my true emotions 

To please everyone else

I'm so tired 

Of bitching at all 

Because life becomes so cynical

When you're waiting to fall

And I'm waiting to fall



Today was just like yesterday 

And the day before

I've been taking myself 

So goddamn seriously 

And I can't recall what for

I can t feel the sunshine anymore



I'm so inspired 

But you know short-lived 

Inspiration can be

I'll brag about my self-improvement 

Which just ends up lost

Inside of me

I've no faith in justice

Corrupted by wealth

And I've no faith in my peers

Only a fading faith inside myself



Today was just like yesterday 

And the day before

I've been taking myself 

So goddamn seriously 

And I can't recall what for

I can t feel the sunshine anymore