Hello Hi Hi my name is Mary and I'm an addict

I've been sober now 4.............24 hours

I jus have some issues 



I jus took some benzedrine Percoset codeine

dusted up smoked some weed candy flipped

and popped in Visine

so my timing may be off I vaporize 2 fuel the cough

adrenaline is pressuring Doctor bring the medicine

some ketamine Vicodin Xanax and anthrax

I'm hiding all my needle tracks I'm fighting off heart attacks

nosebleeds cheap speed shitty weed all seed

gettin frisky dirty deeds sippin whiskey on my knees

about 2 burn out crooked mouth turned out on anotha bout

I'm chillin in a glass house pourin anotha glass out

I'm goin in my stash now there's nothin I ain't usin

GHB LSD Valium and Ecstasy

Pop mescaline with Mexicans put ether in my napkin

I've got so many skeletons I'm a chemical reaction

I'm pissed off pissed on express addiction through this song

half my memory is gone the X in me lets me belong



I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I need help

filling my mind with doubt I'd do anything 2 get out



5 AM fully geeked sweat tricklin down my cheek

mouth bone dry can't even speak the cover girl 4 heroin chic 



the enemy inside of me pressures me intentionally

coke wench tweeker bitch cocktease

best friend park bench make the switch some of these

a few of them I wake up bent my money spent

how'm I gonna pay my rent

my sugar daddy needs the ends

my dealer is my new best friend

waking up in strangers' beds with these voices in my head

drunk slut coke blunts junkie bitch bathroom bumps

homeless broken out of luck and really jus don't give a fuck

uneffective unemployed unstable null and void

my vanity has been destroyed the famine keeps me paranoid

blacked out white lines highballs crooked spine

comatose overdose took it 2 the borderline

sirens ambulance doctors cuttin off my pants

black & blue in ICU I've got a 50/50 chance



I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I need help

filling my mind with doubt I'd do anything 2 get out



fuckin fiend quarantine feed me caffeine nicotine

trade it 4 some Thorazine morphine or dopamine

itchy veins Novocaine stop these voices in my brain

as my muscles start 2 strain help me Lord am I insane

fix me quick suck my dick your counseling makes me sick

answer me where's my shit tell me what you did with it

I can't stop shaking feel my twitch

I can't stop shaking feel my twitch

I can't stop shaking feel my twitch

I hate U all U fuckin bitch



I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I need help

filling my mind with doubt I'd do anything 2 get out