I'll be okay tomorrow I hope 
But today I feel like it's all my fault 
I will be pretty and skinny and smart 
But not too smart and that will be enough 
How come everyone is acting like they're fine
Like they know how to live 
But I don't 
How come all I ever wanted was to make you smile 
But somehow it only made me lose my own
I will wash my hair make it all okay
I will meditate make it go away all the sadness all the blues and grays 
I'll go out and play 
You will watch me slay only not today 
I'll be okay tomorrow I hope but today I'm drowning in doubt
Am I allowed to be so damn far from perfect 
I'll be okay tomorrow I hope but today I feel like it's all my fault 
I will be pretty and skin and smart but not too smart and that will be enough
I'll be enough
How come no one ever told me that it gets too real 
When you're learning to fall 
And let go of it all of it all
My heart takes me for a ride but ends up back on my sleeve
Cause hiding behind the fences isn't my thing 
I'll be okay tomorrow I hope but today I'm drowning in doubt
Am I allowed to be so damn far from perfect 
I'll be okay tomorrow I hope but today I feel like it's all my fault 
I will be pretty and skinny and smart but not too smart and that will be enough 
I'll be enough 
I will wash my hair make it all ok
I w ill meditate let it go away
All the sadness all the blues and grays
I'll go out and play
You will watch me slay only not today
I will wash my hair make it all ok
I w ill meditate let it go away
All the sadness all the blues and grays
I'll go out and play
You will watch me slay only not today