Here we have hell in the purist form
The chain of command breaks, no longer in control
This is my major weakness, I care to too much sometimes
I only trust my judgement, I'm just determined
I know I'm far from perfect, old habits die hard
I'm desperate to prove myself to everyone
I'm human after all
I'll be the first to admit, I sometimes interfere
I promise you it's only because I care
I'm not here to glorify myself, this is a kind of 
confession
I need to get this off my chest, so I can breathe again
I'm aware that it happens, it's my obsession
I know I'm far from perfect, old habits die hard
I'm desperate to prove myself to everyone
I'm human after all

I'll paint a perfect picutre of myself today
It's my time to reflect
It's my time to see
To reflect on myself, the colour surrounds me
I watch in despair
It's time to look at myself
Assess the situation, hightlight my weakness
Sometimes I need to let go
Take a step further back now
I can't let this fall apart
This means too much to me now
It's my obsession
I know I'm far from perfect, old habits die hard
I'm desperate to prove myself to everyone
I'm human after all