God help me

Guide me towards righteousness Lord, once again

Please give me back the innocence of my youth

That was taken from me so long ago

Out of my control

I do not lay the blame on anyone

Only you can save my soul, 



I'm calling

I'm calling out, I'm calling, is anyone listening?

I'm calling

I'm calling out, I'm calling, are you listening?

Cause I'm trying to fight it with all my heart and soul, 

Strength and hope, is it all my fault?

I can't deny it, sometimes I lose control

I lose all hope



God save me now

From my past and present sins once again

Please give me the peacefulness of my youth

That I've never had 

I keep it all inside, for the sake of pride 

I will not disrespect my family

Only you know what I hide



I'm calling

I'm calling out, I'm calling, are you listening?

Cause I'm trying to fight it with all my heart and soul, 

Strength and hope, is it all my fault?

I can't deny it, sometimes I lose control

I lose all hope



Until then, it feels like

I'm caught between

Heaven and Hell



Please take away the sins of me and my father

Give me the strength to prevail

If you forgive me, then I'll forgive myself