Why was I born?
Sometimes I wish I didn`t know
Been times when
I wish that I had just never been
Why did you have me?
Or better yet why`d you leave?
So to the people that could fuck
But then abandoned me

I`ll give to this world what you couldn`t give
Love the unwanted, every child born discarded
Add to the flock
The rejects you dumped on

I`ll never forget
Life you disdain
So to the parents that bore me this pain
With all those things you left unfinished

You never could love me
I`m glad that you never did
My parents that raised me
Had plenty of that to give
And for that
I`ll love them forever with all my heart
But to you
Don`t let there be no mistake about it
Fuck you, you cocksucker
Fuck you, you whore
I`ll live my life the opposite of what you are

Love will be my rock
The rock that I stand on

I`ll never forget
Life you disdain
So to the parents that bore me this pain
With all those things you left unfinished


Don`t try to reach out to me
Don`t try to call
The boy that you created
Is dead for all you fucking know
You just pretend you`ve never heard or seen
The name Lawrence Mathew Cardine