Never should have walked you to the door,
Never should have told you those 3 words.
When you said you wanted less I wanted more.
Isn't that the way it always works?
And why did I call you yesterday?
You never call me back.
I wonder if you wonder if I'm okay.

And all I have left are photographs,
Scattered on my floor and torn in half.

And I hate myself for falling in this far,
Every minute wanna be where you are.
Put my fist through the wall cause it's so damn clear.
I'm holding on cause it's so hard to let go,
Driving by your house staring at your window.
When you close your blinds look down here,
And see the loser of the year.

So I hear your going away to school.
Saw your friend Stacy out last night.
I tried to play it off like it was cool,
But it was killing me inside.
Thought about how we crossed that line,
Sneaking out so we could be alone.
It all happened right at the wrong time.

All I have left are memories,
To remind me of what we'll never be.

And I hate myself for falling in this far,
Every minute wanna be where you are.
Put my fist through the wall cause it's so damn clear.
I'm holding on cause it's so hard to let go,
Driving by your house staring at your window.
When you close your blinds could you look down here,
At the loser of the year.

Should I move on?
Should I give up?
Did I give too much?
Was I not enough?

Either way,
I hate myself for falling in this far.
Holding on cause it's so hard to let go,
Outside your house standing at your window.
Before you close your eyes could you come down here
And kiss the loser of the year.

(I hate myself for falling in this far)
And kiss the loser of the year.
(Every minute wanna be where you are)
I'm just the loser of the year.
(I hate myself for falling in this far)
I'm the loser of the year.
(I hate myself for falling in this far)