Again and again 

i am plagued with contridiction 

and its always been 

the truth is just an option 

but over time

i keep flirting with seduction

only to find 

i have no reaction 

to crossing lines 

and i have ultimatly died inside 


well wouldn't you say to me, "this is the way its always been. 

this is the way it has to be." 

i just can't seem to stress too much 

that i follow in the trends 

and i'm nothing more than half of the real me 


blame it on time 

blame it on futures 

blame it on everything but your past mistakes 

as long as it rhymes 

as long as it has a center 

you really don't need that heart to act so fake 


and breathe it out 

take a seat and listen 

this is judgement day 

and your interagation 

there's no audience 

no one to impress 

lets be personal 

there's no need to be just like the rest 


well wouldn't you say to me, "this is the way its always been. 

this is the way it has to be." 

i just can't seem to stress too much that i follow in the trends 

and i'm nothing more than half of the real me 

but take it from the end and see 

that i'm following the path 

following where i need to be