I wish to begin with a kiss
 and find the evergrey
 to flood, to fill one more delusion
 that satisfies my woes...
 One dream, one breath,
 One more flat line to pace,
 Another night I tolerate
 The filthy shit that seems to be my face.
 Another night goes by...
 I need a sound,
 I need a voice that speaks my name,
 A different eye to recognize
 The tortured fiend that used to be myself.
 Beneath my secret smile,
 I lick my curse.
 Another fading light,
 Another night.
 I wish, to become the machine I so despise
 and feast on cries,
 To dissolve and fly
 and drown inside my ugly lies...
 I wish to sleep,
 I wish to smile,
 Deep down inside
 I wish to covet my denial.
 It's growing darker with each breath