My life is fading right before my eyes, very fast
 Reminisin' bout the mother that I never had
 She split from all this shit and left me with dad
 Goddamn, was it my fault, somethin' I'd done
 To make my mother leave and forget her muthafuckin' son
 Now I ain't seen her for thirteen muthafuckin' years
 Where the fuck you at mom?  I've shed so many fuckin' tears
 You must not give a damn what the fuck happens to me
 What about my older brother, you think that he doesn't see?
 You and dad wasn't in love, why the fuck am I here?
 Am I a mistake?  Is that why you disappeared?
 Now I'm madder than a muthafucka, take a shot of liquor
 I know it ain't good, but it will get me off this Earth quicker
 I wish I could go back and miscarriage my birth
 Ain't nothin' worth livin' for on this hopeless Earth

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 Dear momma, reall what the fuck can I say?
 I don't even know you, does it have to be this way?
 Don't a fuckin' minute pass that you ain't on my mind
 Without you in my life, I feel so blind

 My father tells me about you, I don't know if it's true
 He said you never cared for me, so why the fuck should I care for you?
 Is it true?  Do you hate me?  Am I not your child?
 If I ever met you, would you be in denial?
 Tell me why there's so much hate between you two
 Everytime I ask my dad it falls right back on you
 If you wuz never in love, what took so long to find out?
 You had my brother four years before I wuz planned out
 Life's just fucked up, this shit just isn't fair
 I don't even know you and you don't even fuckin' care
 For all I know, you may not even be alive
 Goddamn, if you ain't I won't even cry
 If you are gone I probably won't feel any anger
 My feelings won't let me cry for a muthafuckin' stranger

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 I'm just writin' you this song to let you know how I feel
 I play life like it's a game, but shit is just so real
 Now I understand why I just don't give a fuck
 With all this pain in my brain, I feel like I'm stuck
 So, I'm smokin' weed and doin' thangs I ain't supposed to do
 Well, it looks to me like I'm takin' right after you
 So, momma if you hear me, I ain't too far
 I won't live long, cuz life is just too hard

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 I dedicate this song to my muthafuckin' momma.
 To anyone without a momma, y'all know how it feels.
 Life's harder than a muthafucka, exspecially not knowin' your momma.
 But keep it real, you gotta keep your head up, that's my word