So this is what comes to mind

This red pen tracing steps back inside

Worry or doubt for the best

These times always show my condition

Red lights stop me, crawling back to ro reflection

Each time for these lines, I set goals so high

"Break past your wall, to rise above the stubborness of us all"

It's one more unreachable goal

I am like a story, ups and downs

The end is scary; it shows no mercy

The end could grow me older

The end could make it over

It's all over

One more day to say, "One day at a time"

Would my life make you believe in the story?

This is not warrior's blood drawn

It's a fool's cry for help