How far have I driven myself from that security I once tasted? 

I thought I was so much closer to grasping certainty 

Waiting for what I've seen to be taken away from me 

Inside I hide alone and undefined 

A fear breeds as I'm not received leaving a lack of trust 

While wanting and wishing for a hand of purity to hold 

As you are always pushing me you are always pushing me 

We're just wasted prayers without holding onto your embrace 

and realizing life is worth living 

Accepting acceptance 

Time after time these wounds stand to breath again 

Help me to stand higher 

With hope for tomorrow and confidence to live for today