Have you never wished to be a real dumbass, 

too stupid to realize all the shit that's going on 

so that you could just be another happy retard ? 



When I was too young to realize anything 

life just looked good 'coz I didn't see all the shit 

when something still went wrong god was there to save you 

growing up opened my eyes and there's no god to help ! 



Pain ! Why ? I'm just too sensitive for this selfish world 

I've learned to numb my feelings I became callous 

your words are blades ripping right through my flesh 

your insults are hammers capable of breaking my heart 

oh, how I wish to be a happy retard now 

so I wouldn't have to think about anything anymore 



Constantly thinking, always these questions, 

I'm wrecking myself by worrying too much 

am I a fool, am I to blame ? Sometimes ignorance 

could be bliss... or not ?